[RANDOM] URGHH... WTF!

Suddenly, things turned to be worst than ever..
I'm mentally and physically exhausted..

でも、どうしてお前たちはひどい事言うんですか？？
そんなに簡単じゃないでしょう！
もういい、私も疲れた、がまんしてた。。

心がいたい！もう二度と会えない。。

#uurghhh...



my soundtrack 4 today >_<

RENTRER EN SOI - LAST WORDS

[RANDOM] 何だろうかな？

When vomiting, headache and nausea become a part of your daily basis.. どうするか？



それぞれ、考えられば、そのことがむかつく。



で、because I was really pissed off of something today..
I wanna post something random about my life too >_<

Another day without a proper sleep..
Another day I have to through with doing something that I even didn't understand what I'd do..
Another day without you..
Another day with agony..
Another day with confusions..
Another day with continuous headache.. A throbbing head..
Another day Of not being myself..
Another day of pretending that I don't understand anything you're talking about..
Another day that I realized everything is a fake..
Another day where I need to straighten my face and being quiet..
It is just another painful yet amusing day..

[RANDOM] 何だろう

たとえば、君が死んだら。。。

ええと。。
まああ、今日は日本語で書きます。。
なんか、今の気持ちが悪い過ぎる。。
分からないですけど、人間の関係が壊れやすいでしょうね。。
人間の事はとても難しくて、面白いです。
でも、一人ぼっちはもちろん寂しいでしょうね。。
まああ、とりあえず、頑張ります。。
多分、いつか私たちはこの世界を残せる。。
誰も知らない。。


now I'm listening to..

X japan - without you
Acid Black cherry - 冬の幻

As in D'espairsRay song..

たとえば、君が死んだら。。。

if you were die..

[RANDOM] MY MOOD RIGHT NOW :P

From Deathgaze - Insult kiss me.. 

[COLLECTION] Yatta! I bought Album CD's of Lynch (Believe in Me) and D'espairsRay (MONSTER)

It's New Year Day! And I spent money on these CDs! Hahahaaha..
I bought CD Album of Lynch. and D'espairsRay
Well, old albums, but I really wanna have this! xD
Also, I got 15% discount and 300 yen discount voucher #happy

Lynch. (BELIEVE IN ME)

King Records Co., Ltd

TRACKLIST:

1. INTRODUCTION

2. BELIEVE IN ME (My Fav. song)

3. JUDGEMENT

4. LIE

5. -273.15oC

6. THIS COMA

7. SCARLET

8. ALL THIS I'LL GIVE YOU (My Fav. song)

9. TIAMAT

10. BEFORE YOU KNOW IT

11. A GLEAM IN EYE (My Fav. song)

D'ESPAIRSRAY (MONSTER)

UNIVERSAL MUSIC LLC

TRACKLIST:

1. Human-clad Monster

2. DEATH POINT

3. 13 Thirteen

4. LOVE IS DEAD

5. DEVIL'S PARADE

6. dope

7. FALLING

8. PROGRESS

9. FINAL CALL

10. abyss

DEATH POINT - MUSIC VIDEO

MAKING OF DEATH POINT

[RANDOM] Confusion

I am now confused.. what am i going to do with my blog? #sweatdrop
After hiatus for about 4 years from visual kei world, and I came back suddenly, unexpected.. 

I realized that recently, I am not too up to date with this things #cry
I only knew old bands, not new one :( 

So, what am I supposed to do? #cry again
Well, for now, I will only post random things about Vkei..
I am very sorry if this blog no longer up to date T________T
#very dissapointed

[RANDOM] OHISASHIBURI!

hi..whats up?ohisashiburiiii..
how much i miss this blog? it`s been a year i have not write anything..
well, this is the first time i write his blog in japaann..
yess, hmm.. now i live in kami city, kochi - shikoku island.
yes, very faaaaaaaaarrr away from tokyo.huhu..
but its okay. i enjoy being here.. eventhough i have some problems with,, language..
hmm.. never mind then..  i will try my best to learn japanese.. hehehe...
i wonder if there are some concerts held in kochi..hahaha..
i wanna see a concert! live ofcourse, not streaming from a website or something.huhuhu..
well, mucc, lynch, deathgaze is the most i want to see.. come to kochi pleasee? hahaha...
well, sorry for the random rants.. i just did not know what to write or talk about.. hehehe..
one day i will update more bands profile on this blog =)
i have to search many new good bands! geezzz, i have been out of date for about what? 4 years!!! can`t believe it..
 there must be many good bands had been formed. .
well, okay ganbarimasu! i will try to fid something new, a fresh band profile to be updated.hihi..
 ja ne.. see u next time..