[RANDOM] MY SONG FOR TODAY & ABOUT MY LIFE -_-

This post is just a random rant..
Please skip it if you don't wanna read it :p
Recently I have some problems, but I couldn't tell in words..
But I think this song could explain some of it..
I really wanna quit, if I could..



INSULT KISS ME BY DEATHGAZE

The lyrics describes my situations right now..
oh well, it just a lyrics but it has a deep meaning for me..


I posted only the English translation (because I had posted it once here..)

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INSULT KISS ME 
BY DEATHGAZE



With hands with nails torn off, search for salvation
I hate glowing outsider.
The feeling of crushed sand; things unknowingly begin to distort

The forgotten pain of a broken heart time has healed
I hate glowing outsider.
My body shivered uncontrollably as I continued to search the darkness

Beneath that unending sky that conceals the lies and the tears
That continued to be shed in that unknown world
Describe the hopes that have continued to pile up in that unseen field of vision
Until the day moist eyes dry

On a cold floor, with silence that seems to split things apart
I hate glowing outsider.
Struggling for that tedious dream means just feeling the pulse

The broken watch is unchanging, never moving again for eternity

Concealing the lies and the tears that continued to be shed in that unknown world
Beneath that unending sky
Describe the hopes that have continued to pile up in that unseen field of vision
Until the day moist eyes dry

Towards that unknown tomorrow
With a scream that can't be considered a voice I want you to forget even the mistakes
With those hands that know nothing
Tear off the chains that have bound you and just open your eyes


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did you get what I'm feeling right now?


I wanna go back to the "old me" ..
When I can work everything with my best efforts..
Ignoring the unpleasant feelings, regrets..
Carried out everything with enjoy and hard work..
Laugh and live to the fullest..
Not giving a fake smile..

All the shit that happened now..
I just couldn't describe it..
WTH am I doing?
Why did it happened??
I also couldn't understand...
and cries doesn't solve anything..



Towards that unknown tomorrow
With a scream that can't be considered a voice 
I want you to forget even the mistakes
With those hands that know nothing
Tear off the chains that have bound you and just open your eyes

[PLAYLIST] Today's Playlist

Ohisashiburi minna ...
I've been very busy with my research T_______T
So I didn't have time for updating my blog> _ <
Even so, sometimes I posted via my phone ^ ^ ..


So, Today playlist .. are ...: D

CONCERTO MOON - SAVIOR NEVER CRY

SABER TIGER - ANGEL OF WRATH

ANTHEM - THE VOICES

MAXIMUM THE HORMONE - ZETSUBOU BILLY

DIR EN GREY - SUSTAIN THE UNTRUTH

GALNERYUS - ALSATIA

GALNERYUS - EVERLASTING

SMG - TEKKEN II

SMG - PRIDE

SMG - ANACONDA

DELUHI - HYBRID TRUTH (LIVE VERSION)

UNDIVIDE - BRING IT ON

yeaaa!!!! metaaall! let's headbang XDDD

[NOSTALGIC BAND] LEVIATHAN

I posted about them 5 years ago here : LEVIATHAN PROFILE.

They only released one song "LOST MY BLOOD"
unfortunately, they disbanded.

if you never hear their song, here I post it.

actually I like their song ^^
melodic death metal genre ^^
well, at those year I think so many new band with the same genre, such as Since1889, The Rudie Satan Park, BLACK:LIST, etc.

But none of them long lasting T_T

[BAND PROFILE] Blood Stain Child

Blood Stain Child

Blood Stain Child is a Japanese melodic death metal band with Trance music|trance elements from the city of Osaka. The band formed under the name "Visionquest" in 1999, but reformed under the name Blood Stain Child in 2000.

BIOGRAPHY :

Blood Stain Child was formed in 2000 by Ryo (vocals, bass), Ryu (guitar), Daiki (guitar), Aki (keyboards), and Violator (drums). In August of 2000, Blood Stain Child recorded their first demo, which consisted of the songs "Silence of Northern Hell", "Requiem", and "Legend of Dark". The band sent that demo to a radio station and the DJ enjoyed the music so much that he recommended the band to the record label, M&I Company, who eventually signed Blood Stain Child.

In 2001, Blood Stain Child recorded two songs, "The World" and "Steel Flame". The first song was used as the theme song for professional wrestler, Kensuke Sasaki and the second song was used as the theme song for the 30th anniversary of NJPW, a professional wrestling group. In July of 2002, Blood Stain released their debut studio album, Silence of Northern Hell. In October of 2002, Blood Stain Child was the supporting act for Dream Evil during their tour in Japan. In June of 2003, Blood Stain Child released their second studio album, Mystic Your Heart, which was co-produced by Anssi Kippo, a popular producer from Finland.

In March of 2005, Daiki left the band and was replaced by Shiromasa in April. That same year, Blood Stain Child released their third studio album, Idolator, which was co-produced by Tue Madsen, a popular producer from Denmark. In 2006, Blood Stain Child signed with Dockyard 1 and released Idolator in Europe on November 27, 2006. Idolator was later released in the United States through Locomotive Records on July 17, 2007.

In April of 2007, Blood Stain Child announced the addition of a new vocalist, Sadew, and a new guitarist, G.S.R. In July 18, 2007, Blood Stain Child released their fourth studio album, Mozaiq in Japan, which was also co-produced by Tue Madsen. It was then released in Europe on July 20, 2007 with an exclusive bonus track "Cosmic Highway".
Musical style

A notable feature of Blood Stain Child is their tendency to incorporate both dance music|dance and trance music|trance related themes and elements into their music. The band's sound includes death growl|death vocals complemented at times by clean vocals and their overall musical style is best classified as a mix between In Flames, Children of Bodom, and Soilwork. The band cites influences such as In Flames, Dark Tranquillity, HIM, X Japan, and Luna Sea.

LINE UP :
Current members
Sadew – Singer|vocals (2007–present)
Ryo – bass guitar|bass, vocals (2000–present)
Ryu Kuriyama – Electric guitar|guitar (2000–present)
G.S.R – Electric guitar|guitar (2007–present)
Aki – Electronic keyboard|keyboards (2000–present)
Violator – drum kit|drums (2000–present)

Former members
Daiki - guitar (2000–2005)
Shiromasa - guitar (2005–2007)


DISCOGRAPHY :
Demos and EPs
Demo 2000 (2000) – Demo
The World (2001) – Demo

Albums
Silence of Northern Hell (2002) – CD
Mystic Your Heart (2003) – CD
Idolator (2005) – CD
Mozaiq (2007) – CD

Music videos
"Silence of Northern Hell" from Silence of Northern Hell
"Truth" from Idolator
"Freedom" from Mozaiq

Cover songs
"True Blue" – Luna Sea
"EZ Do Dance" – TRF