When vomiting, headache and nausea become a part of your daily basis.. どうするか？
それぞれ、考えられば、そのことがむかつく。
で、because I was really pissed off of something today..
I wanna post something random about my life too >_<
Another day without a proper sleep..
Another day I have to through with doing something that I even didn't understand what I'd do..
Another day without you..
Another day with agony..
Another day with confusions..
Another day with continuous headache.. A throbbing head..
Another day Of not being myself..
Another day of pretending that I don't understand anything you're talking about..
Another day that I realized everything is a fake..
Another day where I need to straighten my face and being quiet..
It is just another painful yet amusing day..
I had to remove the music player from my blog! I make my blog loads very slowly and then got crushed! Was it just me? Or something wrong happened on my laptop? but after I removed it, my blog now can load the page normally .. maybe???
sometimes it still got crushed!! WTH is going on with my blog?!! :(
I used chrome and switched to firefox but same thing happened.. :(
So well, for a while I might not be able to update my blog because it is become too annoying :(
my playlist for today:
1. L'arc en ciel - FATE 2. Raphael - SHoujo 3 XXX 3. Wagakki Band - Senbonzakura 4. OZ - Succubus 5. SCREW - cursed hurricane 6. MEJIBRAY - Divergence 7. NEGA - Soul Cry 8. Nocturnal Bloodlust - PROVIDENCE 9. BORN - Devilish of the punk 10. DADAROMA - ame no waltz
Hi there .. I decide to post this lyric because I want to: p hahaha kidding!
well, particularly because when I searched the lyrics and found that there is "word" that bugging me .. especially the kanji reading ..
I read the lyric while listening to the song, and found "different" kanji reading ..
well ,, here is my "version" ....
please tell me if there are some mistakes too: p
NEGA - REMINESCENCE
壊れた風景の中で笑った
kowareta fuukei no naka de waratta
追憶の破片の君を浮かべる
tsuioku no kakera no kimi wo ukaberu
枯れた木々揺れる季節に二人
kareta kigi yureru kisetsu ni futari
繋いでた指に永遠を願った
tsunaideta yubi ni towa wo negatta
二人の想い繋ぐ糸には嘘など無くて
futari no omoi tsunagu ito ni wa uso nado nakute
君の痛みその全てが僕に痛みで
kimi no itami sono subete ga boku ni itami de
「私なんでこんな弱いの」壊れそうな声
(Watashi nan de konna yowai no) kowaresou na koe
震える君を抱きしめて夜に祈った
furueru kimi wo dakishimete yoru ni notta
二人に距離を深めていった想いも傷もこの愛も
futari ni kyori wo fukameteitta omoi mo ita mo kono ai mo
二人の時間が止まればいいのに
futari no jikan ga tomarebaii no ni
無常だね
mujou da ne
ただこのままずっとこのまま
tada kono mama zutto kono mama
繋いだ指を離さぬよう
tsunaida yubi wo hanasanuyou
君だけただ君だけを愛した
kimi dake tada kimi dake wo aishita
「ずっと二人の時間を」と祈る君の姿に
(Zutto futari no jikan wo) to inoru kimi no sugata ni
ただこのままずっとこのまま
tada kono mama zutto kono mama
ずっと
zutto
「あなたが強く愛してくれるから
(Anata ga tsuyoku aishite kureru kara
少しは強くなれたかな」
sukoshi wa tsuyoku nareta ka na)
君の言葉を
kimi no kotoba wo
二人の距離が離れていても心だけは離れぬよう
futari no kyori ga hanareteite mo kokoro dake wa hanarenuyou
寄り添い合って求め合うように重ねた熱と
yori soi atte motome au you ni kasaneta netsu to
ただこのままずっとこのまま君の香りを離さぬよう
tada kono mama zutto kono mama kimi no kaori wo hanasanuyou
君だけただ君だけを愛した
kimi dake tada kimi dake wo aishita
「ずっと二人で居よう」それが嘘に変わっても
(Zutto futari de kyoyou) sore ga uso ni kawatte mo
ただこのままずっとこのままと
tada kono mama zutto kono mama to
泣いて
naite
今は黒く染まった仮面の下で泣く声は
ima wa kuroku somatta kamen no shita de naku koe wa
もう君には届くはずも無いけど
mou kimi ni wa todoku hazumo nai kedo
もうすぐ君の誕生日だね
mou sugu kimi no tanjoubi da ne
この肩に咲いた花を君に贈るから
kono kata ni saita hana wo kimi ni okuru kara
Even if you change, I need to never change
Even if it's a lie, please tell me 'I love you'
I was not able to draw the picture.
I want to draw the picture of hope.
I want to draw the white world.
Even if you are in the black world.
I believe that you are white.
I remembered you and me to snuggle up to.
I drew two flowers.
This picture is not sad.
However, why am I sad?
Time passes heartlessly.
Only numbers increase now.
Please ... please think of me only even today.
What do you think?
Whom do you think of?
What do you suffer now?
I'm very painful in suffering of you.
I wanna meet you.
I wanna touch you.
Because I still love you.
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Tsukachi's NOTE:
The kanji "破片" WAS read as "Hahen" from the Lyric source ..
But When I Compared with my listening from the Song, the kanji "破片" WAS read as "kakera" ..
"破片" Which read as "Hahen" HAS Meaning of "Pieces or fragments"
while, "破片" Which read as "kakera" HAS Meaning of "splinter"
Kaze no gaadoreeru
Ikitai basho mo naku
Doushite konna ni
Kawaite irun darou
Mune ni meguru mabushi sugiru yume mo
Toki no nagare ni itsuka
Kiete shimau no kai YEAH
Yeah... sou nan da
Kitto koko kara ai nan da
Hajimeru koto ga ai nan da
Kizutsuku koto osorecha
Dame dame dame dame da yo Baby
Tsurai toki demo ai nan da
Dekiru nani ka ga ai nan da
Shinjite mite mo ii hazu
Akiramenai ashita no taiyou
Yeah.. sou nan da
Kitto koko kara ai nan da
Hajimeru koto ga ai nan da
Kizutsuku koto osorecha
Dame dame dame dame da yo Baby
Tsurai toki demo ai nan da
Dekiru nani ka ga ai nan da
Shinjite mite mo ii hazu
Akiramenai furimukanai
Kanarazu aru sou
Itsu datte
Kitto ima kara ai nan da
Hajimeru koto ga ai nan da
Furimuite bakari icha
Dame dame dame dame da yo Baby
Kitto namida mo ai nan da
Hohoemi mo sou ai nan da
Tsuyoi kimochi de ireba
Kanarazu aru ashita no taïyou
TSUKACHI'S NOTE :
*the original song is sung by V6, a japanese pop boybands :p
*the music itself was created by KOJI TAMAKI while the lyrics created by Matsui Goro (source)
*however I much prefer Miyavi and Koji Tamaki's version rather than the original song, because of MIYAVI's guitar of course! and also Koji Tamaki's hoarse voices hhaahaha...
well, you can watch the original song here, if you want.. :)
it give much different feels than when it sung by KOJI TAMAKI! buahahaha..
風が光る 樹々を揺らして きらめく
(Kaze ga hikaru kigi wo yurashite kirameku)
僕は思う。この瞬間きっと 忘れないのだろう
(Boku wa omou. kono shunkan kitto wasurenai no darou)
歩き続けた 時間とか 距離より
(Aruki tsuzuketa jikan toka kyori yori)
測り知れない 人との出逢い 今も鮮やかに…
(Hakari shirenai hito to no deai ima mo azayaka ni)
光なき場所で 見ていたもの
(Hikari naki basho de miteita mono)
孤独の真ん中 聴いてた
(kodoku no mannaka kiiteta)
Everlasting words in the past you gave me
星座めぐっても 変わらぬもの
(Seiza megutte mo kawaranu mono)
揺るぎない絆 永遠
(yuruginai kizuna eien)
もう二度と逢えないとしても Stay alive
(Mou nidoto aenai to shite mo stay alive)
未来という時間は変えられるけど
(Mirai to iu jikan wa kaerareru kedo)
記憶という 時間は誰にも 変えることはできない
(Kioku toiu jikan wa dare ni mo kaeru koto wa dekinai)
心の中で 響いてる その声
(Kokoro no naka de hibiiteiru sono koe)
連れて行くから 覚えてるまま 未来の果てまで
(Tsureteiku kara oboeteru mama mirai no hate made)
広すぎる空に 探したもの
(Hiro sugiru sora ni sagashita mono)
迷える真夜中 光った
(mayoeru mayonaka hikatta)
Everlasting heart in the past you showed me
すべてに終わりが 来るとしても
(Subete ni owari ga kuru to shite mo)
想いは繋がる 永遠
(omoi wa tsunagaru eien)
この胸が語り続けてる Stay alive
(Kono mune ga katari tsuzuke teru Stay alive)
立ち止まり 振り返り 歩き出す
(Tachi domari furikaeri aruki dasu)
僕らはいつも旅をしてる
(Bokura wa itsumo tabi o shiteru)
傷ついて 倒れても 立ち上がる
(Kizutsuite taorete mo tachiagaru)
「強くあれ」それが きっと 約束
(「Tsuyoku are」 sore ga kitto yakusoku)
光なき場所で 見ていたもの
(Hikari naki basho de miteita mono)
孤独の真ん中 聴いてた
(kodoku no mannaka kiiteta)
Everlasting words in the past you gave me
星座めぐっても 変わらぬもの
(Seiza megutte mo kawaranu mono)
揺るぎない絆 永遠
(yuruginai kizuna eien)
この旅が 終わろうとしても
(Kono tabi ga owarou to shite mo)
もう二度と逢えないとしても Stay alive
(Mou nido to aenai to shite mo stay alive)
*I made some minor changes in "romaji" however no major changes after all, source taken from many web :D
Hi there..
I change my songs playlist at my blog's music player..
several of them are music cover :D i like these version so I put it on the playlist.haha..
1. Rentrer en Soi - Last Word; a sad song.. however it was my fav. song :D
2. Sadie - Pink Spider (Hide Cover); me and my sister really like Hide san from X - JAPAN :) and Sadie's Mao voice is O_O great! i like him.. hihi.. :p
3. Duel Jewel - Oborozuki; great song from Duel Jewel :D.. an old song hihi..
4. D - Yoru no me to ginyuushijin live; great acoustic from D :) I wish Asagi feels better and they start their activities again >_<
5. GAUNTLET - Beyond The Wall; metal band! I just discovered them not long ago.. I think their musics sounds like combination both Galneryus and Versailles? I don't know.. that my perception when i heard this song :p Sorry if I'm wrong
6. SHOW-YA - HOWEVER (GLAY cover); SHOW-YA is a girl-rock band since 80's? i forgot.. they cover many songs from famous band such as X Japan, Glay, L'arc en ciel, etc :D I like her voice and the drummer! :D even they were old but they still playing good! :D
7. Mejibray - Cage. Cover From Dir En Grey; I like Mejibray and Dir en Grey! and i like these version too.. :D :D
not so many song in the playlist because I confused, i want to put all of my fav, song but it was too many xD
It has been half year since my last post! :O
I did not know what to update, and I also really busy with my research and RONBUN -_-"
But I will try to update if I have free time and also interesting topic for my blog! haha..
well, got to go.. wish me good luck for my study and graduation (I wish it come soon!)
but before I go back to my country, I wish to travel all over Japan first! Ho Ho..
I have to save much more money for it and make list for places I want to visit! :)
