[LYRICS] SADIE

SADIE Lyrics

-aka chouchou-
shi & kyoku Sadie
shirokujichuu kangaeru hito boku ha kunou ame arare kimi desu
yuku saki o nakushita chou ha doku ni
karare namida nagasu
yurari yurete boku ha kimemashita kimi no miru shikai ha kotonarimasu
yuku saki o nakushita chou ha yabureta hane ha tamekasu
… kunou… kunou… kunou
“kunou no hate ni miidashita koto sore ga kitei na no ka mo shiremasen”
tatoereba sou chiriyuku sakura hakanai sama ni urei o maneku
deawanakereba yokatta ne… mujou desu…
aishitemasu demo aenai hitori wagamama gomen ne
saigo no yoru todokemashita kimi no te o nigirikaeshita yo
karamitsuita kumo no ito harainoke sora o miagemashita
sanzan to teru taiyou de sae boku o mite azake warau
… kunou… kunou… kunou
”hoshii mono ha utsukushii mono deha naku yogoreta mono ka mo shiremasen”
tatoereba sou furisosogu ame oroka na sama ni furuetemashita
saigo no kimi ni okutta koe* … mata aou ne…
Repeat
fuan bakari no mainichi sugoshiteta denwa o mitsumeteta
daijoubu da yo boku no hou kara kimi e to tsutaemasu
*aishitemasu demo aenai hitoru wagamama gomen ne
saigo no yoru todokemashita kimi no te o nigirikaeshita yo
asahi ga sazu gozen rokuji serifu zenbu wasureta yo
saigo no asa todokemashita kimi no te o nigirikaeshita yo
boku ha kimi to sayonara shimasu
*written as “kotoba”



溺哀 - dekiai -
obstacle progress
sakushi mao sakkyoku sadie

monouge ni tou „ai to ha nani?”
itsukushimu ushinatta omoide ha utakata

tsukiagetekuru fujouri na ai
kimi no fuzai umeru kizu kareta ishiki nageku

kyouzetsu kurikaeshi meisou no hate ni
risou utsutsu kisei basei
soko ni nani ga aru no ka?

disturbed…misfortune…I broke with my past

「kirei na uso kimi mo boku mo awareda」



-meisai-
shi mao kyoku Sadie
Saigetsu ga sugireba kokoro mo hare yagate tagai o wasureyuku no ka
sameta riron no kaitou ore ha waratta
Fukaku tsukisasatta toge o nuki nani ka o miidasu oroka na sama
Tekizai tekisho ni enjiru asa o motometa
Motto kono karada ni fukai kizu soshite itami kanashimi o kudasai
jigyakuteki higaisha na ore ni sachi are
sarakedaseba mondai ha nai darou? tomadoi ha furue ni kawatteyuku
tsuyogari ha mou ato ni mo saki ni mo miemasen
naite naita hakujitsu ni nani o mitsume nani o sakebu
nani mo dekizu me no mae ha ame...
hanarebanare kieteyuku kimi to no hibi kurikaesu
saigo kimi ni sayonara o tsugeta...
todokimasuka? Kono koe ga tooi basho de sakende mo
kimi ga kureta mono ha oosugita...
ganjigarame bara bara no hikaku hirei ha kodokuiro
shouki shoudou ni ore ha obieteita
zakku baran ni shitteyuku risei soshite asa sae
aa koe ha todokimasuka?
indefinable-evanescent life...

nageki no koufuku
sakushi mao sakkyoku sadie
itsu no hi kara darou subete ni miserareteyuku
omoi ha tomedonai
yamanai ame ni itsu tozashita kokoro ha mada
kyou mo naiteimasu
me no mae no anata ha todokanaku kieteyuku aishiteyamanai keredo
yakusoku o kawashita ikiru imi sakebu koe dare yori mo anata o wakaritakute*
sabishisa ni obereta tokei ha owari wo tsuge
doko ka tooku e…
wasurenai ano natsu anata ga kureta subete namida omoidashimasu
kurikaesu kisetsu ga itsumade mo sono imi ga aritsuzukeru to mune ni
kizamikonda
I’m going to miss you, where you’re gone.
I throught you might be able to hear the pounding of my heart.
Tsukurareta mono ha itsuwari to shitta mayoi no kotae ha kitto koko ni aru kara

Todokanu saki ni motometa risou te no naka ni aru seubete ha chitta
Kodoku ga kowakatta kizutsukitakunakatta nani ka ni obiete kuzureochiyuku ima**
*written as a mix of 解りたくて=wakaritakute and 理解=rikai
**written as 現実=genjitsu



-The Trend Killer-
under the chaos
sakushi mao sakkyoku sadie
WILL I JUST FALL TO PIECES?
Gishinanki ni obieta kokoro ga karada o kizandeku
I CARVE WHILE MAKE A SOUND
Wakaranai mama nagasareteyukeba raku ni nareru no ka kudaranai
IT IS TOTALLY WORTHLESS REASON, WORHTLESS REASON IS DISREGARD

I KEEP HESITATING BEFORE
mezato buta ga honnou no mama ni hokorashige ni tou
IS A BETRAYER YOU?
kyogen ni karare tomadou sugata o waratterundarou nanisama da
DESPAIR WITHOUT DISTURBING, YOU THINK OF YOUSELF SOMEBODY

Sayonara itoshiki anata e kokou no hate de ore ha warau
Sarakedashita ishi o idaki utae kagen no moto

Modorenai kako o furikitte kodoku no yami ni kuruihateru
Nozomi toori no shuuen daro? Riyuu nado iranai
Dore dake hito ni aisarereba kigeki no naka de ora ha nakeru?
Enjikitta tsumi o wasure sora o miageta…
I LOOK DOWN SOMETIME
THEREFORE I LEARN IT AND BECOME LOSE

Toki ga tateba wasureru sa taisetsuna mono ha suna ni kieta
BECAUSE NOBODY IS BELIEVED, I LIVE WITH MALICE AND HATRED



-psycho culture-
sakushi mao sakkyoku sadie
ketsuraku shiteru omae ga ikiteru freedom (The life that lacked)
onore no naka de sonzai suru akui
kyouki musabetsu satsugai barabara suicide (Good-bye small life)
Killing me softly tonight

Logical allergy teki suteki na Sunday (The life that lacked)
Yumemi kokochi na yuuutsu satellite
Kunou kakusei zetsuen panorama showcase (Good-bye small life)
Killing me softly tonight

Just give me sadness and love
Sonzai ha tanshoku no chiisana smile
Sennou ha saishiki na yogoreta lies
Dokusai ha monokuro no muimi na crime
Kakusei ha toumei na kowareta brain

Distract in your head
I cry, and be out of order
「Hello, it’s fine day」



-meranchoria-
sakushi mao sakkyoku sadie
tsumetai nigatsu no kaze ga sugiru
Ichirin no hana ga kubi o kashigeru
Shinjitsu no koe ga uso o haita
Haiiro no yuki ga kokoro someta

Me o tojireba kurikaesareteku
Ichirin no hana ga kubi o otosu
Sannen no tsukihi utakata no yume ka
Haiiro no yuki ga namida ni toketa

Nageku koe ha sora ni karete waratta
Utagau koto mo shirazu tada anata o aishiteta
Tooku kieru kako o mune ni kizanda
Me no mae ni ha mou inai hantoumei na sugata sagashiteta

Through I really believe it…

Zetsubou no naka ni yume o daita
Ichirin no hana ha hai to natta
Nando mo nando mo namae o sakenda
Shinjireru mono ha nani mo nai to shitta

Ai ha kitto hakanai mono oto mo nai
Fukaku shizumu hou no you ni musatsu ni umarekieru
Ikitaereba raku ni nareru sayonara
Atatakai komorehi ga tsumetaku natta karada dakishimeta

Nageku koe ha sora ni karete waratta
Merry X’mas mitai ni romantist ga hoshii ka?
Tooku kieru kako o mune ni kizanda
Me no mae ni ha mou inai hantoumei na sugata sagashiteta

I wish that I wanted to die
I fall in a sleep slowly, while floating tears named lonelyness



-CHILDREN OF DESPAIR-
作詩/ 真緒　 作曲/ サディ

CHILDREN, WANTING FREEDOM
THE CHILDREN WHO ABANDANED FREEDOM
I CANNOT BELIEVE IT AND CONSIDERED THE SUN
CHILDREN, EXPECTING A RIOT
I WAS SCARY TO BECOME ALONE AND CONSIDERED THE SUN

A PERSON TO BELIEVE IS NOT SAVED
A PERSON TO BELIEVE FEELS LIKE A FOOL
A PERSON TO BELIEVE WATCHES TEARS
THE PERSON WHOM SINCERITY FRETS ABOUT IS ONLY ONESELF

THERE IS NOT GOD...
THUS IT IS GOOD IF I WAKE

「THE CHILDREN CODE OF NO.13」


-Cold Play-
sakushi mao sakkyoku sadie
If I die, you will surely cry
But the tears dry if time passes
I don’t need to grieve
Because a person dies with only lonelyness alone born in

My breathing has been wasted...

「kodoku kara no kaihou o negau kimochi ha shi o motte nashitogeru
darou」
「kutsuu ha toki ni ai de sura kyouki e sugata o kaeru darou」
「jibun o kizutsukeru koto ni yotte tabito ga kanashimu nado kirei koto ni
suginai」
「shinjitsu no naka ni kakusareta itsuwari ha kokoro no naka no shiro o kuro ni
kaeteiku」

kono mama hai ni nareba…
I wanted to shed tears last at least
Kuzureta kono omoi ha…
I wanted to shed tears last at least

All the people are lonely
People live in the world that they make it among oneself
and put up and the verious human velations that they make it and gave...



-サヨナラの果て (sayonara no hate)-
shi: Mao kyoku: Sadie
Doko ni arukeba ii no?
Boku no koe ga todokimasuka?
Hareta kumo no nai sora de
Boku ha hitori boku o saita

Fukaku ochiteyukeba hora
Sukoshi raku ni nareru daro
Ai mo wasureteshimatta
Jigyaku o erabiwaratteta

Kireigoto mo akimashita
Kimi ga hoshii mono ha nani?
Kieta boku no kanjou ha
Hai ni natte sora miageta

Sayonara orokasa yo
Tsumi yo, ai, hakanasa yo
Sameta orenji kajiri
Hidarite o nigirishimeta

Kizutsuku koto osore hitori ga kowakatta
Ame nochi hare sayonara
Boku no koe todokimasuka?

Hanabanashiki hibi yo
Kono mama subete owaru


-GRUDGE OF SORROW-
shi Mao　　kyoku Sadie
I'm sick in nightmare of the name to call reality.
Will you have a pain in the depths of a chest?
Reveal a wound hiding.
Spit out a lie hiding.
A grudge as it boils will repeat self-torture.
I want to escape from reality I approrch, and to come.
Because nobody can save my heart anyway.

The sigh faded away for wind.

Tsukuriageta kireigoto ka?
Tsutawaranai kietehoshii dosuguroi ame ga furu
The sigh faded away for wind.
Ibasho ga naku mogaitemasu fukai kizu yo shitataru chi yo sonzai no imi
ha doko na no ka?

I cut darkness and live.
Itsuwari to minikusa no naka de daremo shinjirarenai kara
Azawarau boukanshatachi yo nani mo dekizu orokasa ni nageku koto darou

Where is my place to stay?
What do you expect for me?

Kanashimi no naka dareka no koe o machiwabitemasu shinitakumonai
ikitakumonai fuantei na genzai



-tsuiren no hana-
shi Mao　　kyoku Sadie
kanawanai to wakatteru demo tomerarenai
kareru hodo namida nagashitemo wasurenai no ha naze?
Doushite sono ko no migite o furiharattekurenai no?
Gomen ne wagamama o itte anata ga hitsuyou dakara

Kono ai ga eikyuu ni tsuzukimasu you ni…
Taerenai omoi namida sureba ii? Shinjitsu ha doko ni aru no?
Oshiete…

Why is it that it is not forgotten you
even if I shed tears so as to die?

Wakareru toki de sae sotto yasashisa nokoshite itta
Ima de mo dachikirezu mabuta nurashiteta
Urande nikumi sayonara to ittekureta no naraba
Imagoro kitto kimi no koto wasureteshimatteta no ni

Kono ai ga eikyuu ni tsuzukimasu you ni…
Mienai omoi tsutaenai no ka tsutaezu ni itai no ka
“aishiteru” sore shika wakaranai yo
soba ni itetai hanaretakunai mune no naka no sakebi sayonara…

suki na hito no shiawase o negau nante
sonna koto dekiru hodo kiyou ja nai yo
kokoro no naka ha konna ni mo kurushii no ni
tanin to no shiawase nante negaenai yo…


-M.F.P (Malicious Female Pigs)-
shi Mao　　kyoku Sadie

Kousaku shita jikan no naka de nani o toeba kotae ha kikoeru? Tomaranai kodou
Kakikesareta hiniku no koe to midaredashita risei to yokubou asahaka ni warau ga ii
Tozasareta kokoro no naka de tsumetai kanjou dake sakenda mayoi ha kieta
Uwabe dake no yogoreta manako ni utsushidashita misekake no sugata orokasa ni nagekeba ii

Please die for you… Malicious female pigs…
Kono mama… Disappear in distance…XXXXXXXXXXXX

Usugitanai tsura o sagete omae ha ore o azakeriwarau no ka?
Fukaikan ni mi o yudanete jigyaku ni ochite asu o aishita

Tsutaeru koto nakushitemo aisemasuka? Itsumademo…



-confusion-
shi Mao kyoku Sadie
fusagikonde hakidashita omae no iu risou to ha
me no mae de furisosogu gizen no koe to fuhai no ame
Distraction! Are you ready?
Satisfaction! Are you ready?
Yousha suru yochi mo nai nakigarakai to magiresare

mattou na michi o iku tsuyogari no daibensha sare
mune no nai ore ni mo aishikata o oshietekure
Distraction! Are you ready?
Satisfaction! Are you ready?
Mimizawari na zastunen riron bakari tsutawanai

Confusion asked me...
ikiru imi ni kotae ha aru no?
bukiyou na haibokushatachi ga warau hiniku na sama yo
Confusion asked me...
dare ka no sukui motometeita
kokoro no soko kara yowai jibun o aiseru no darou ka

I sentence it to good-bye.
I can say nothing.
Nani mo hoshiku ha nai dare mo shinjitakunakatta
nani mo tsutaetakunai dare mo aishitakunakatta


-Deathwish-
shi Mao　　kyoku Sadie
kanjou sae kieta kyoumu no hibi ni okasare
warau koto mo naku koto mo sukui no koe mo...
umaretekita koto sae uramu kono sei
garasu no hahen suberasu atatakai aka...
What is meaning to live?
The life is time to killing 'death'.
I want to escape from pain right now.

Kizanda kotoba ga dare ka no kokoro ni hibiitara
negai ha mitasare iki no nai karada ha zetsubou e...


-Voice of pain-
詩 真緒　　　曲　サディ
A line tries to visit life to neighborhood of death.
To die in the degree that is not wasted...
To deny oneself in oneself...
To confirm that I live...
I calm down without an answer a little.

- A line tries to visit life to neighborhood of death.
To change misfortune of a heart...
To deny oneself in oneself...
To confirm that I live...
I am encouraged to blood and thank for a scab.

- A self-harm act isn't an act to hurt oneself.
It's a weakness to give a vivid description. I understand such a thing.

- Dead or alive...
I decided suicide, but I can not die.
Murder me.
Can't you hear a voice of pain.
I'm dying to be painful.
You concidered me, but you don't cry and laugh at me.
Cause I'm needed nobody.
I'm alone.



-MAD-ROID-
shi Mao kyoku Sadie
(M・A・D・R・O・I・D)
sakuran no naka youchi de sakebu
Are you happy?
Odoketa kao de miwatasu keshiki
Say hellow yeah!
Mimimoto de hora kaishi sengen
Suicide time
fuzaketa daishi „yare yo, yare yo...“ to kurikaesu
konsui no naka mosaic majiri
Lost shine
yume ka maboroshi sabita kaori ga S
tinky smell
ore o kuruwaseteru jisatsu heiki keisan takai chimitsu na
MAD-ROID waratteimasu...
omae ga nagasu namida sono riyuu ha obiete nageku risei sono mono sa
wakatteru no ni...
tomerarenai no sa
mikansei ga sakebu gozen
0(rei)ji haisuikou de hasami o toridasu
furueteimasu...
omae ga nagasu namida sono riyuu ha
obiete nageku risei sono mono sa
wakatteru no ni... tomerarenai no sa

Murder Freak! HAPPY DEATH DAY! Kissing me tonight.

Through it's a story such as inside of TV.
Such a case happens among practical matter me every night.
The positive act that is the best with suicide.


-Empty Room-
shi Mao kyoku Sadie
monooto sae shinai kono heya ame no oto dake ga
nokosareta cyprès* no kaori namida ga tomaranai
wakare nakatta hibi sayonara uso no you ni hora
soumatou no you ni megutte koe ha kasure kieta
ikiru imi ni kotae nadu naku mujun darake no hibi
hito ha itsu demo hitoribocchi shiawase to ha nani?
sukoshi dake tsumi no ishi kizuato ha bara no toge
ugokanai sunadokei nokosareta hai ha mou
setsunasa yo itoshisa yo tsukiakari yami ni kie
hohoemeba ha yume utsutsu yuka ni chiru akai hanabira
I attempted suicide only after I was born.
The figure dyed with blood seemed to wear a totally red dress.
tooi kako yo mou modoranai...
nani mo kamo ga kiete nakunaru...
asphalt ni utsu ame no oto ima mo mada naiteru...

* cyprès is French for cypress


-a holy terrors-
shi Mao kyoku Sadie
moshimo kimi ga kurushii no naraba tsutaetehoshii
kizutsuku koto itami no wake o sukoshi dake demo
wakaranai wakaritakumonai ikiru tsuyosa nante
shinitakumonai ikitakumonai furueru yowasa yo
Fear in darkness, I cannot look back
kikoemasuka? nanika o motomesakebitsuzuketeru
I wish for you and I think your heart
tsukuriwarai ni sayonara o tsugete
kanashii kokoro kakusanakute ii

You can dive
You can dive
You can live

mune no oku de nemuru kimi dake mitsumeteitai
furisosogu kitai to basei no koe hontou ha kowakute mune ga itai
ima ga wakaru ka?

Fear in darkness, I cannot look back
kotae nado nai daremo wakaranai seikai da kara
I wish for you and I think your heart
tsukuriwarai ni sayonara o tsugete
kanashii kokoro kakusanakute ii

You can dive
You can dive
You can live

mienai mirai ni fuan o oboe hitori no yoru ni namida ga tomaranai
hitori ja nai yo soba ni iteru kara tooku hanaretete mo
You stick for me and you laugh at me
tsukisasu itami ha kowaku ha nakute
kizutsuku karada waraetara ii ne
I can die I can die I can't die


-barking the enemy-
詩 真緒　　　曲　サディ
Kick it out!
What do you want tell me.
You get away from me.
It makes me dizzy.
What do you want dare me.
You don't have duisiness.
It makes me wrong.
You backbiting turns into plesure.
My sorrow turns into hatred.
System is cracking down.
You changed me.
I'm walking towards despair.
Somebody is looking for my weakness now.
Somebody is investigated my sense of fear.
Barking the enemy
Like a howling a dog, like a howling a pig.
It's strange things.
A laughter doesn't stop.
Like a howling a dog,
like a howling a pig.
Were you satisfied when you barked at me?
I don't hear a voice of enemy.
Because I don't run or hide, take it.
Die the thing which disturbing me.
Go to mad. I'll defeat you.